I sat down with the universe and told her I wanted to grow. I told her to use me as a vessel, so she made me uncomfortable. She stripped away away everything I knew. She made me learn how to be silent to let go and to move on. But while in that forest with her, she also taught me to stand my ground. She taught me how to be there for others how to be a true servant, but only after I have served the most important person, the host of the gathering: myself. She told me to share everything I know.